Originally we let Adri and fam use our login for Netflix and their own user, but at some point we'd get conflicts over too many screens at once, etc, and that along with wanting to do the morally correct thing we decided that we'd pay for their own Netflix account.

Adri made use of it, watching stuff at night when everyone had gone to bed so she could unwind and decompress.

She loved history and watched a lot of docs, but she also liked True Crime stuff. She rode the crest of the popularity of that subject for all it's worth.

Because of credit card policies, I got all the emails at some point from Netflix associated with Adri's account, and I never changed it for that reason, access to the credit card. So a couple of times a week I'd get emails touting this or that program that I'd forward to her.

Of course, they still come. Netflix still is trying to entice Adri to watch this program since she liked that program, to push this subject or to remind her to finish that series.

I don't have the heart to tell them that this is now a hopeless effort on their part.

And it stings when they arrive in my inbox, but what am I going to do? Just as I still have friends and family in my phone and email address books that can no longer receive calls or emails that I simply can't delete, I can't tell Netflix that Adrianna is no longer here.

So I wait for the next email to arrive and imagine what Adri would have been watching that evening.