The Look
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| 2001, Dallas |
Adri writing something at the computer, summer of 2001, pre-911 before everything changed. The Pandemic in 2020 would also be another huge dividing moment in history, one that definitely was a turning point in her life and for our relationship and dynamic (for the worse) which I believe greatly contributed to her fate.
It's so hard to look at pictures like this, unposed shots where she's staring right into the camera, my eye, looking out from a past that is gone forever. Yet I struggle to look away, to stop staring at this picture and others like it. Not out of some sort of masochism, but rather, I think, because I don't want to sever that connection.
What was she thinking here? And how can there be consciousness one moment and then suddenly it's gone?
It's so hard to look at pictures like this, unposed shots where she's staring right into the camera, my eye, looking out from a past that is gone forever. Yet I struggle to look away, to stop staring at this picture and others like it. Not out of some sort of masochism, but rather, I think, because I don't want to sever that connection.
What was she thinking here? And how can there be consciousness one moment and then suddenly it's gone?
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